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Feb. 16th, 2009

Oi. Anyone happen to find a bell? Tiny, mostly rusted. I expect it's rolling around in the hallways somewhere.

..why the hell does it feel like I'm forgetting something.

Nov. 16th, 2008

Day 81
Your Name: Deidara
Suicidal Ideation:
Homicidal Ideation: 4/10
Amount of Sleep Last Night: Damnit fuck.
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.:
Moods Experienced Today: I am not sulking.
Mood Triggers: Floor.
Significant Thoughts of the Day: My right arm cannot bend in that way—and if my right hand is touching the middle of my back, I should be very worried.
Favorite Time of Day and Why:
Least Favorite Time of Day and Why:
How You Are Enjoying Your Therapy:
Noticeable Improvements: I did not catch on the ledge this time. Little consolation as it is.


Pencil. Eye. Considering. Ow.
Day 72
Your Name: Deidara
Suicidal Ideation: 0/10
Homicidal Ideation: 2/10
Amount of Sleep Last Night:
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.:
Moods Experienced Today: Wry amusement is overabundant.
Mood Triggers: Violins.
Significant Thoughts of the Day: I can't find my pencil, nor my sketchbook.
Favorite Time of Day and Why:
Least Favorite Time of Day and Why:
How You Are Enjoying Your Therapy:
Noticeable Improvements: ..I need new bandages.

Jul. 29th, 2008

Day 66
Your Name: Deidara
Suicidal Ideation: 1/10
Homicidal Ideation: 1/10
Amount of Sleep Last Night: Little.
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: What time do I have for dreams?
Moods Experienced Today: Annoyance. Little otherwise.
Mood Triggers:
Significant Thoughts of the Day: At least it's cold--that's some comfort.
Favorite Time of Day and Why:
Least Favorite Time of Day and Why:
How You Are Enjoying Your Therapy:
Noticeable Improvements:

Day 59

Fuck my resolution.


Day 59
Your Name: Tsuchiiro Deidara
Suicidal Ideation: 2/0
Homicidal Ideation: 1/0
Amount of Sleep Last Night: Guess. I fucking dare you.
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.:
Moods Experienced Today: Tired? Maybe. More inclined to try drowning pillows.
Mood Triggers: I looked outside and the first thing I see is...nothing. Because some bastard piled snow against the window.
Significant Thoughts of the Day: I wonder if they have the book I'm looking for. Probably. Maybe I'll check later.
Favorite Time of Day and Why: Yesterday.
Least Favorite Time of Day and Why: Today.
How You Are Enjoying Your Therapy:
Noticeable Improvements: I lost my pencil. If it's not returned by the end of the day, there will be blood. I found an old acquaintance of mine. I think I might go and find him later, what do you think, Ita-chan?



Day 55



Three days in a row~ Let's see how long this lasts.


Day 55
Your Name: Tsuchiiro Deidara
Suicidal Ideation: 0/10
Homicidal Ideation: 2/10
Amount of Sleep Last Night:
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.:
Moods Experienced Today: Cheerful irritation~?
Mood Triggers: Watching people dance. Simultaneously amusing and eye-stabbing worthy.
Significant Thoughts of the Day: Arms probably weren't supposed to bend that way.
Favorite Time of Day and Why: I got to lounge around doing nothing. It was nice, without that fucking irritating compelling urge to wander about for once.
Least Favorite Time of Day and Why:
How You Are Enjoying Your Therapy:
Noticable Improvements: I actually felt sleepy today. Must've been all the flashy lights.

Day 54

Oh, wow. I'm actually not skipping this.



Day 54
Your Name: Tsuchiiro Deidara
Suicidal Ideation: 2/10
Homicidal Ideation: 3/10
Amount of Sleep Last Night: Three minutes. More than last week.
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: ...no.
Moods Experienced Today: Mildly horrified fascination.
Mood Triggers: Haven't seen my fingers turn that shade before. Must be a lot colder here.
Significant Thoughts of the Day: How many snowballs does it take to knock an idiot off his sled?
Favorite Time of Day and Why: Free time; wandered around for a bit, stretched my legs. I think I pulled something somewhere along the way. Maybe when I had to outrun that oaf after making an insinuating comment about his pure heritage, or lack thereof.
Least Favorite Time of Day and Why: Breakfast; like hell I want to start moving again after staring at a wall for ten and a half hours. I liked my spot, thank you very much.
How You Are Enjoying Your Therapy: Is this a necessity?
Noticable Improvements: I don't feel like killing someone today. Much.



..someone's happy is rubbing off on me. Would the culprit please stand and stay still so I can shoot them in the face?

Day 53

So I've ended up...neglecting these things. Hmph; my doctors can deal.



Day 53
Your Name: Tsuchiiro Deidara
Suicidal Ideation: 4/10
Homicidal Ideation: 7/10
Amount of Sleep Last Night: None whatso-fucking-ever. I hope the bastards down the hall are happy with themselves.
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: I'll show you lucid. Pfft. Can't dream if I can't sleep, un.
Moods Experienced Today: Irritation
Mood Triggers: Pencil snapped. Splinters are little demons in disguise.
Significant Thoughts of the Day: I wonder how it would feel to be a bird.
Favorite Time of Day and Why: Aqua Therapy; got to sulk around in the pool unnoticed for the most part. May or may not have splashed a couple of people and framed some poor sod conveniently nearby.
Least Favorite Time of Day and Why: Breakfast; too tired, so skipped. Again.
How You Are Enjoying Your Therapy: What the hell no.
Noticable Improvements: I haven't chewed on my nails in a while. But that might be because I've been sitting on my hands to keep from doing something irrational.



...I need to get out. Of my room more, that is.



..I don't know what I'm doing here. Other than for maybe causing a little destruction and a little bit of mayhem on the side, but that's not unduly unusual to warrant that much attention. Even if the fire was.

Maybe I'll get to meet some interesting people.


On the plus side, it's cold here. ♥




Day

Your Name: Tsuchiiro Deidara
Suicidal Ideation: 0 / 10
Homicidal Ideation: 2 / 10
Amount of Sleep Last Night: .258 seconds same as usual
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: No time for dreaming. Was too busy cursing malfunctioning tools and idiots with loose tongues once having indulged in enough alcohol. It's a wonder he's not dead yet.
Moods Experienced Today: Mild annoyance. I've done nothing as of yet, and it's wearing on my non-existent patience.
Mood Triggers: Lack of things to occupy self with.
Significant Thoughts of the Day: Why the hell am I filling out this thing first thing..? I need to meet people before I go crazy[-er] from the scarcity of distractions..
Favorite Time of Day and Why: Night; I have an excuse to not socialize as of yet, seeing as how I'm reluctant to approach someone first. Dammit. I thought I was over this.
Least Favorite Time of Day and Why: ..I haven't been here long enough to decide on that.
How You Are Enjoying Your Therapy: Therapy? What therapy?
Noticable Improvements: Refer to the aforementioned. I don't have anything of occupy myself with. I think I'm getting worse, rather than better..


Maybe I should listen to Sakura and go socialize. But I'm liking Akuma's idea of being an anti-social bastard better.


[Ooc: Strikes make things nigh-illegible; doesn't mean unreadable, though. ♥]